We'll be okay on our own

Now you know

2007-10-05T07:40:18Z

revenge is the saddest thing
honey, i'm afraid to say
you deserve everything

Anyways......

Woo it's finally the weekend!
Hope to see you all tomorrow.
:)

And i was doing so fucking good too

2007-09-27T08:04:18Z

I know I shouldn't have.....but it did.

How time flys

2007-09-19T07:11:56Z

September 19 2004.....
today would have been three years.....
but it's not.
It will just be a ordinary day with no suprises
no kisses and no I love you's.
But you know what, that's more than okay.

Things have been going better than I could have ever thought.
I am finally happy. My life is free of drama and all that crap
that has cluttered it for so many months. No matter what is
going to happen in the future my right now is pretty freakin awesome
so I am fianally focusing on all this good I have in front of me.
So Later today I will have a fun night with my gals and then this weekend more fun is on it's way.

BTW
Shia is so HOT!

Who knew

2007-09-12T08:57:49Z

There's no better time than the present. Isn't that the truth? It's done, im done, we're done. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do but it had to be done. I love him more than I ever thought I could love someone but for the first time in the longest time I love MYSELF more than him.

fuck guys...seriously

2007-09-12T04:58:26Z

Sometimes all a girl needs is a big fat cheeseburger, some yummy french fries and a nice empowering girl talk to make a pooptastic day not seem so bad.

With some help and encouragement from Yvette this weekend I am no longer going to deal with this crap. I am finally giving up.

Oh how i love you jenny lewis

2007-07-20T00:10:57Z

I had one friend in high school recently hung himself with string
his note said if living is the problem, well that's just baffling
and after the wake i waited around to see my ex-first love
and i barely recognized her
but i knew exactly what she was thinking of
we sat quietly in the corner whispering close about loss
and i remembered why i loved her
and i asked her why i drove her off
she said "the slow fade of love
its soft edge might cut you
and our por friend jim,
well he just lived within
the slow fade of love"
a woman calls my house once a week
she's always selling things
some charity, a phone plan, a subscription to a magazine
and as i turned her down (i always do)
there's something trembling in her voice
i said "hey what troubles you?"
she said "i'm surprised you noticed...
well my husband, he's leaving, and i can't convince him to stay
and he'll take our daughter with him
she wants to go with him anyway
i'm sorry i'm hard to live with,
living is the problem for me
i'm selling people things they don't want
when i don't know what you need"
he said "the slow fate of love
and its mist might choke you
it's my gradual descent into a life i never meant
it's the slow fade of love"
i was driving south of Melrose
as i happened upon my old lover's house
i found myself staring at the closed up door
like the day she threw me out
diana, diana, diana, i would die for you
i'm in love with you completely, i'm afraid that's all i can do
she said "you can sleep upon my doorstep,
you can promise me indifference, jim.
but my mind is made up, and i'll never let you in again"
for the slow fade of love
it might hit you from below
it's your gradual descent into a life you never meant
it's the slow fade of love

fuck life

2007-06-20T02:56:25Z

and sometimes when you're on you're really fucking on
and your friends they sing along and they love you
but the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap
and it teases you for weeks in its absense
but you'll fight and you'll make it through
you'll fake it if you have to
and you'll show up for work with a smile
and you'll be be better you'll be smarter
more grown up and a better daughter
or son and a real good friend
and you'll be awake and you'll be alert
you'll be positive though it hurts
and you'll laugh and embrace all your friends
and you'll be a real good listener
you'll be honest you'll be brave
you'll be handsome you'll be beautiful
you'll be happy

a vanilla latte with a million shots of vanilla

2007-03-23T05:56:58Z

Tonight I saw Cris for like an hour at starbucks. It was really short and random but it was really fun too. THe girl who is always there gave us our drink and instead of our names wrote "love birds" on our drinks. I thought it was cute. Anyways we sat there and just laughed the whole entire time, right until he left. I missed nights like this.

Tomorrow.....mini SHOPPING spree!!!
:)

kissblenquiet @ 2007-03-18T05:23:00

2007-03-19T06:25:34Z

I had one of the best weekends I have had in a really long time this week.
Friday I hung out with Nique and Camacho and had a blast. All I really remember is the statue of liberty, spice racks, and the best fucking ice cream sandwich I have ever had in my life but that's all i really need to know I think. Aw man soooo much fun.

So saturday Cris and I went to Louises in LA for RJ's birthday. It was funny b/c it was me and Cris sitting in the middle of a dinner table with like 13 other asians. The place had the BEST bread ever. The waitress we had did not like me but seemed to like my boyfriend alot. She took my soda suppossedly to get me a refill but never brought it back and then gave my salad to someone else at the table. However she made a effort to make sure cris had everything he needed and at one point I was rubbing his back with my arm and she came over and was like touching his shoulder. It was funny, I just wish we at least had got a discount b/c the food was freakin expensive. ANyways so afterwards we went to Erics party and I saw Natalie Geo and Eric who i havent seen forever and Adolfo and Yvette who I see alot. But anyways we just had alot of fun. Yvette and I had a good time eating ice cream and dancing around with Geo. I am glad we went and now i really want to have a party when we move out so hopefully everyone else agrees!

Im excited

2007-01-26T08:02:21Z

So it looks like I will be spending my birthday weekend in San Diego.
Monicas "boyfriend" is in the Navy and has a nice house in chula vista and
he is leaving for six months to Iraq and for some reason decided to leave Monica
in charge of his house so we thought it would be fun to celebrate my birthday over there.
So if all goes well we will stay there shop, hit the beach, throw a BBQ have a nice
dinner and just party. I know it's kinda far but hopefully people will be willing to make the
trip. Sadly alot of my friends will probably be at Coachella the whole weekend which sucks
but I am pretty sure it will still be tons of fun. Anyways I am excited!

Bleh

2007-01-22T07:41:14Z

I want to

-start working out again
-read a few really good books(any suggestions)
-drive somewhere beautiful
-do something new with ny hair
-go on a huge shopping spree

meh boyfriends

2007-01-21T09:16:10Z

ughhhhhhhhhhhh
aometimes he just drives me CRAZY!!!!

All better!

2007-01-21T08:59:37Z

After three awful days of being sick I am finally better!
It's weird but after being sick and not wearing any make-up
for three days my skin looks amazing. Hmmmm maybe its time to throw
that case full of MAC away........yeah probably not.
But I will definitely only wear it when I absoulutely need to
from now on.

Anyways I finally got out of the house. I went to see Pan's Labyrinth
with Cris. Oh my god it was....breathtaking. I loved it!!!!

yuck

2007-01-19T07:16:39Z

I hate being sick.
:(

Breakfast at Amanda's

2007-01-17T08:14:54Z

So today I woke up super early (well at ten) and I made Cris breakfast for the very first time.
I made bacon, eggs, hash browns, toast and cinnamon rolls. I also attempted to make pancakes
but I think I am the only person on earth who makes bad ones so I just threw them away. So
anyways it was so much fun, I felt like such a wife cooking while he watched basketball in t
he living room. I wanted it to be good because he swore I couldn't cook and in the end he
looooved it all. I was glad...until I realized how many dishes I had to now wash.

So then we went to pick Jacqueline up from school and took her to Mcdonalds
then we spent the rest of the day/night at the apartment and watched Employee
of the Month which was okay I guess. And then we lounged around and watched lotsa
pointless tv.
I love when things are so perfect!
THE END

Ps
Dirt is fucking crazzzy!

YAY!!!

2007-01-10T10:15:02Z

I finally have a car again!

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I'm in love.
Just $365.00 and it's mine.
A girl can dream can't she?

Yay for....

2007-01-08T05:37:56Z

-Sundays with my love
-taking a super long nap
-waking up and eating too much pizza
-going shopping at target like a cute married couple
-I Loved today!
<3

Last night Cris and I went to Brendas Quincenera(sp?)
and it was suprisingly fun. We were all dressed up
and Cris and I and Adolfo and Yvette danced alot to
Michael Jackson and 60's and 8o's music and the funnest
one was salsa! I can not dance to salsa for the life of me
but Cris makes it so fun with all the spinning around! I had
so much fun. It was avery good night.

:)

2007-01-03T10:32:55Z

So new years was a whole lot of fun. It is so unbelievably nice to know that no matter how busy our lives get we can still at least have one night a year just to hang out, have fun and bring in the new year.
Last night Cris finally came home! It was so nice to kiss his ugly face again. We had cookies and coffee and watched alot of random tv shows. Very nice.
Today was another awsome day. Cris and I traveled all over the world looking for a special edition silver ps2...no luck but 5 visits to target. Ok random but Target actually sells real Coach purses and wallets..no joke...weird huh?
We went to the apartment and watched snakes on a plane(it wasn't that bad) and on the freeway on the way home almost died.
So far I am liking 2007.
:)

Happy New Year!

2006-12-31T23:01:36Z

Last night Me and Cris ate lotsa food and watched Jack Ass number two for the first time ever. It was so funny! Oh and I was also reminded how hot Johnny Knoxville really is.

So this New Years eve I will be all alone. Cris went off to the pretty snow covered mountains and thanks to my mother I now have no one to kiss at midnight! I wish he was here but I know tonight will be fun as always. See you all tonight.
:)

kissblenquiet @ 2006-09-01T11:13:00

2006-09-01T18:13:23Z

I miss my car.
:(

weird

2006-08-16T04:29:41Z

i've been having the weirdest dreams these past two nights.
Realistic ones but odd.
They involve some random people and have me thinking a bit.

Work was the worst today!!!

Tomorrow its time for universal studios...yay!

kissblenquiet @ 2006-08-09T23:24:00

2006-08-10T06:24:40Z

oh just fuck everything!

=)

2006-08-09T06:37:01Z

so this summer is going good.
I don't want it to end!!!!
We finally got our sleepover!!!!
Hopefully it won't be tha last!!!
=)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-07T17:55:19Z

Happy Birthday Jesse.
:)

:)

2006-06-30T18:36:47Z

I looooove this summmer!!!
Yesterday i took the whole day off from everytrhing and im sooo happy i did!
In the morning me and cris went to lunch/breakfast and then we went to the mall and visited tres. Cris bought some shoes and me a purse that i LOVE by the way. I love that store, they have the cutest shoes!!!!! WHen i go in there i never even know where to begin, it's horrible!!!! SO then we went in the car and like idiots couldn't for the life of us take the little plastic tag on the stuff that has the stores logo on it with scissors and all sorts of things but nothing worked so we gave up and went back in side thinking maybe they were supposed to tak it off. SO we go in only to hear that we're supposed to take it off ourselves with scissors so we felt really retarted but then tres took it off but used wire cutters so i dunno about that. ANyways then we went to downtown disney and totally beat cris in video games at the espn zone...well one but the point is i actually won! IT was really fun in there. THen we went to the lego store and played with all the stuff in there. And we watched click, good movie, and had lots of fun. Later we went over to see tres for a bit. It took like everyone...well actually panch, to open the freakin locked bathroom door. It was pretty funny though and suprisingly enough camacho or anyone else was not in there. Later on cris and i got food and ended the night watching spider man 2 at my house.
I love summer!
:)

Time for lunch with miss mercado!